Crazy How It Feels Tonight.....

davetastic109 @ 2008-12-01T10:21:00

2008-12-01T15:21:30Z

It's been so long since I've even opened this page up.

My life has changed.

I have changed.

Nothing is the same.

davetastic109 @ 2007-12-09T23:42:00

2007-12-10T04:44:16Z

Bobby wanted to surprise me with tickets to Brand New in Rochester.
But we can't go. =(

Lame. Super uber lame.

davetastic109 @ 2007-11-28T13:16:00

2007-12-02T07:23:01Z

livejournal livejournal oh so dead to me

Greatest Moment Ever.

2007-10-11T16:15:11Z

I met the lovely Mr. Henry Rollins. =)

And I got to touch his tattoos. =) =)

davetastic109 @ 2007-09-06T00:30:00

2007-09-06T04:32:56Z

In all my life
Of all the people I've known
You're the one I love the most
Yet, conversly,
You're the one who's hurt me the worst.

To think four years ago I was in Heaven...

2007-08-29T00:49:28Z

My Horoscope:

"Someone close -- a family member, probably -- needs your help, but almost certainly doesn't know how to ask. You may want to try something a little different than your usual technique for assisting."

What Happened Today:

I was working the first hour and a half of my eight hour shift at Stop and Gas when I got a call from my mother. Crying, in EA, and needing desperate hospitalization. So I leave. I drive out to EA, upon finding my mother slupped over the steering wheel of her car I knew I HAD to drive. So I drive my brothers out to my papa's and take my mom to Chaffee Hosptial in Springville, where doctors managed to both barade and alienate my mother at the same time. She was burning, she was freezing, she hurt all over. Screaming and crying. Shaking and sweating. I stayed there while they pumped her with an IV drip and took blood. They chalked it up to dehidration and an MS flare up, and a possible baccterial/viral infection. They sent her home. What pisses me off is that her doctor is probably to blame. She took my mom off a medication she needed and gave her a new one which probably caused a bad reaction with all the other medications she takes. So fuck doctors.

He'll never touch me again...

2007-08-26T17:02:34Z

This is my..::shudders::...boyfriend. Drunk. At a Bills game. I...uh...

This is honestly the single most retarded thing that I have EVER seen ANYONE do in the history of FOREVER.

Mind you I only saw maybe 8 seconds of this and then I had to recoil in horror, this just might be enough to break us up. lol.

Anger.

2007-08-16T15:56:17Z

Things That I can't Stand:

When other people's laundry is left in the washer/dryer/chair with the unmentioned expectation that I will take care of it. ( I don't do other people's laundry.)

Getting full blame if my step mom doesn't get her kids back because my room isn't clean.

How every woman my father brings home has more and more baggage than the last one.

That I can't park in the drive way anymore.

That they want to try to cram 3 more people into this house.

That Charlie will break his ass for other people and their kids but god forbid that I need anything, because if I needed anything I'm better off talking to a ficus tree.

Television shows set in New York City and shot in Los Angeles.

Pretentious Starbucks customers.

Broken promises. Especially if I loose my hours at work because I was promised a trip to NYC. AND I WANT MY XBOX 360 & GUITAR HERO 2!!

For Anna.

2007-08-11T20:56:23Z

You're skin irradiates when your happy
-even more so when your sad
You're so much deeper than you let on
a complexed mind with an intricate soul to match
The life you live and the things you do
are ones I envy (I wish I was you)
We are two halves of a whole heart
I'll never love anyone like you
You're talented and passionate
your heart beats harder than most
And I'll never leave your side
We'll always be swimming against the tide.

That being said. Sorry. =/

davetastic109 @ 2007-07-31T02:06:00

2007-07-31T06:07:41Z

This is what you've wanted for so long.

This is what your friends were doing while you were at home.

This is what you've always wanted.

So why aren't you happy?

davetastic109 @ 2007-06-19T00:10:00

2007-06-19T04:13:38Z

Get in shape.
Join Navy.
Ship out.
The End.

davetastic109 @ 2007-06-15T10:24:00

2007-06-15T14:30:21Z

It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I never worry
Now that is a lie

davetastic109 @ 2007-06-13T00:04:00

2007-06-13T04:06:08Z

Stranger than your sympathy
And this is my apology
I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out

And I wished for things that I don’t need
(all I wanted)
And what I chased won’t set me free
(all I wanted)
And I get scared but I’m not crawlin’ on my knees

davetastic109 @ 2007-06-10T00:59:00

2007-06-10T05:04:15Z

I'm extremely exasperated.

don't.

davetastic109 @ 2007-06-08T20:21:00

2007-06-09T00:23:01Z

I had three customers at work today.

It wouldn't have been so bad if wasn't
hotter than Dave Matthews making out with Johnny Depp
inside of the damn store.

I like that one. lol.

davetastic109 @ 2007-06-01T01:42:00

2007-06-01T05:42:42Z

I MET UMPHREY'S!!!!

davetastic109 @ 2007-05-25T11:40:00

2007-05-25T15:43:38Z

I figured out how I want to die:

In my car at night on Union Road.

While listening to "When The Music's Over"

and having that echo through the accident

with sirens, lights and screams

davetastic109 @ 2007-05-15T12:07:00

2007-05-15T16:08:05Z

Welcome to Iseral. THE HOLY LAND.

Well, I am from America...home of the whopper.

davetastic109 @ 2007-05-13T12:54:00

2007-05-13T16:55:38Z

So I'm supposed to go see my mom.

She won't answer her phone.

She's sick.

I have no idea what to do.

davetastic109 @ 2007-05-12T18:48:00

2007-05-12T22:48:53Z

people piss me off.

extremely.

davetastic109 @ 2007-05-11T13:57:00

2007-05-11T18:02:20Z

What I did today:

Wake up 7am.
Go to work.
Eat hot pocket.
Deal with people.
Watch Barney.
Drink Mt. Dew.
Deal with calls.
Deal with more calls.
Deal with more people.
Continue to drink Mt.Dew.
Eat another hot pocket.
Get off shift, get singles from HSBC.
Deal with dumbass Buffalo Traffic.
Scream.
Come home.
Read insurance policy over.
Scream some more.
Think that Chuck was screwing me BIG TIME.
Scream a lot.
Talk to chuck, he screams, I scream...no ice cream.
Walk around house in agered heat screaming.
Listen to "Crush".
No more screaming.
Very chill.
Thank you Dave Matthews, where ever you are.

davetastic109 @ 2007-05-08T13:56:00

2007-05-08T17:57:46Z

They stopped selling Cocaine.

The single mnost amazing energy drink I have ever had.

I loved it.

Now it's gone.

Who wants to come with me to try to track down the last cans??

davetastic109 @ 2007-05-03T11:46:00

2007-05-03T15:47:24Z

I'm never going to Just Pizza again.

Here's why:

Went to the French rd. store.
Found a staple in my pizza.

vomited.

My Top 10

2007-05-01T01:27:01Z

These are the dudes that I would totally do, given the chance:

1.)Dave Matthews (Badly)
2.)Collin Farrell
3.)Johnny Knoxville
4.)Henry Rollins
5.)Zumiez Boy (Who looks like Henry Rollins)
6.)Hunter S. Thompson...wait...
7.)Dave Chappelle
8.)Derek Jeter
9.)Jim Morrison...wait...no I'm good
10.)Dave Matthews (ireallywannahitthat)

Where's Johnny Depp...he's #20. Seriously.

davetastic109 @ 2007-04-30T20:34:00

2007-05-01T00:43:40Z

So the other night Arden brought
her friend Jess over and Jess and I
were talking in my kitchen.
She asked me about school and I told
her that I pretty much dropped out.
She asked if I was going to go to any
other college and I said no. She said
"Oh..." and then went silent.
I said "It only seems so depressing
because I have a beer in one hand
and Bicardi in the other, trust me."

Double Fist!

Anyway, so does anyone else thnk that Britney
Spears should just hurry up and die already?